I cried on the way to my boudoir photo session

I AM 27 YEARS OLD

I AM A DOG MOM OF TWO

&

I am a full time firefighter paramedic.

My initial reasoning to book a boudoir session was because I wanted to be able to have a wedding present for my future hubby. However so much changed from the time I scheduled the appointment, we still aren’t even engaged! (Now I plan on giving him part of my photos for an engagement gift and the remainder the night before our wedding.)

I felt beyond nervous before my session. I even tried to reach out and reschedule!

There were so many different things fueling these emotions.

FIRST OFF, MY INITIAL REASON FOR SCHEDULING MY SESSION WAS BECAUSE I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE GETTING MARRIED, AND THAT JUST ISN’T IN THE CARDS YET.

Secondly I put on twenty pounds due to quarantine, which of course made me beyond self conscious.

I was literally disgusted with myself.

I had a mental breakdown and CRIED on the way to my session.

During my session I felt like an entirely new human.

I FELT SEXY. I FELT CONFIDENT.

I FELT COMPLETELY UNSTOPPABLE.

I would have never expected to feel so incredible.

THE MOMENT THAT STICKS OUT THE MOST TO ME . . .

. . . was when Molly said “now wrap the sheet around you” and I took it way too literally, and wrapped myself up like a burrito.

WE STILL LAUGH ABOUT IT.

I remember thinking “well that’s kind of weird, I thought this was the nude portion... but okay!” I will never forget that moment lol.

I never expected to feel so unstoppable and so confident.

From being so insecure and literally crying on my way into my session, to feeling so fierce and empowered, it was absolutely insane!!!

AFTER MY SESSION I WAS HIGH ON LIFE.

I LITERALLY CALLED ALL OF MY GIRLFRIENDS AND TOLD THEM ABOUT MY EXPERIENCE AND HOW LIFE CHANGING IT WAS.

I can look back and remind myself every single time I am feeling insecure, that I am only looking at an ugly angle and this is not how the rest of the world sees me. I am way more comfortable in my own skin.

I WOULD TELL ANYONE CONSIDERING A BOUDOIR SESSION THAT IT WILL CHANGE THEIR LIFE FOREVER IN THE ABSOLUTE BEST WAY.

That they will find a whole new meaning to self love and self confidence.

Not only will Molly make you feel as comfortable and confident as possible, she will also go out of her way to give you the best experience.

I CAN SAY ONE THING FOR SURE,

this session not only changed my views on myself and my confidence, but it gave me a beautiful friendship and the ability to explore the deeper meanings in life and love and happiness.

❤️